But no, Loz. No. Don't be so negative! It's not a stupid construction of an assessment piece! Put on your bright lopsided smile and cheerful demeanour! It's time to be happy! And focussed! And motivated!
I've been sleeping more than usual again. This is my body's coping mechanism for stress and depression. I think the stress has steadily been building but I've been wilfully ignoring it through fangirling practices. At the moment I'm unbelievably cranky, so it's obviously manifesting itself in those multitudinous ways it so loves to.
Just need to keep telling myself to calm down and take everything step by step.