I'm ecstatic.
I actually sat down and looked at plot points and where I wanted them, and how they'd be propelled by the characters and THIS is glee, people! I've never done this before. EVER! I've never planned an essay or anything. I have a plot! WOOOOO! I have a structure that I can refer back to! YAY! \o/ It's not even a crazy convoluted Paul Gross plot with turtles or binary or writing into corners. It's a proper, sensible, not too much of a deus ex machina, oh my goodness I wrote it, plot!
Of course, now I actually have to write the story. And things may change along the way.
But this is progress!
I'm doing proper writerly things!