Loz (lozenger8) wrote,
Loz
lozenger8

  • Mood:

Discombobulation...

I'm getting up to that point where I'm starting to question myself again. And it isn't constant, and I know that it's a phase. The kids have been psychotic all week, I'm new at this, I'm coming down with a cold, and everybody hurts (sometimes). But still, the questions, they persist.

Why am I, a self-confessed lazy sloth, choosing a career which is go, go, go all the time? In the holidays you're planning. Of a night-time you're planning and marking. During lunch there's yard duty!

Why am I, a self-confessed hysterically emotional social defect, choosing a career in which you need to constantly keep your emotions in check and need to strike up warm relationships with a plethora of people?

Why am I, a self-confessed coffee-hater, choosing a career where java addiction appears to be a requisite?

Is it part of some grand plan my subconscious knows but hasn't deigned to inform me? Am I a rank masochist?

Could it be, perhaps, that I'm not really as lazy and defective as I have always held myself to be? I still hate coffee.
Tags: teaching
Subscribe

  • Dear Livejournal...

    I am still alive. 1. I'm still walking a lot. Still trying to teach myself how to run. I recently participated in the Zombies, Run virtual race. It…

  • Song lyric title, or witty pun?..

    Things I have done in June and July: 1. Most of the time I have followed my self-prescribed routine, although lately sleep has been difficult again.…

  • I am a werewolf...

    This post is all about menstruation. I bought my first menstrual cup at the end of last year. I'd been interested in doing so for ages, but just…

  • Post a new comment

    Error

    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

  • 15 comments

  • Dear Livejournal...

    I am still alive. 1. I'm still walking a lot. Still trying to teach myself how to run. I recently participated in the Zombies, Run virtual race. It…

  • Song lyric title, or witty pun?..

    Things I have done in June and July: 1. Most of the time I have followed my self-prescribed routine, although lately sleep has been difficult again.…

  • I am a werewolf...

    This post is all about menstruation. I bought my first menstrual cup at the end of last year. I'd been interested in doing so for ages, but just…