Loz (lozenger8) wrote,
Loz
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The smallest birds make the sweetest sound...

There are times when I get so excited I have to step back, take a deep breath, and sing to make myself calm. This requires a concentration which distracts me.

I spent all night with my heartbeat racing because of my latest piece of fan fiction. I was like a giddy schoolgirl with a giddy schoolgirl crush which was to be requited by a giddy schoolboy. I'm insanely, insanely proud of it. I'm really just so pleased.

I can only imagine what I'd be like with original fiction. If I was to be published. How could I possibly contain such tumult of emotion?

And this is my life. Excitement at the simplest of things. And I love it.

I love that I can be feeling the worst I have ever felt, but all I need to do is listen to a song, watch a film, watch a program, and it's gone. I'm fine, the world is right again. Pain and anger and sorrow is replaced for a while.

It's such a foolish and wonderful thing. I'm foolish.
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