Loz (lozenger8) wrote,

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Analogous anachronisms...

Some days I feel like Benton Fraser. I'm an outsider, I know this, and it does not bother me. I work from my position on the outskirts to benefit others. I may even go to lengths to continue the perception of me being an outsider. I just don't fit in, and I never will.

Some days I feel like Ray Vecchio. I'm an outsider, I'm aware of this, and it bothers me a lot. I try very hard to fit in, be 'one of the guys'. I know exactly how to do it, too. But somehow I always manage to fail dismally. I just don't fit in, and it's all I'll ever truly want.

Some days I feel like Ray Kowalski. I'm not entirely sure I am an outsider, in fact I think I may not be, but I still feel like one all the same, and it bothers me a lot. I actually do an incredibly good impression of fitting in, and many people probably wouldn't regard me as an outsider, despite my innermost concerns.

And some days, of course, I feel like myself [insert facetious smirk here].

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