May 28th, 2004

Loz Cola


I have class again today. I was seriously contemplating staying in bed, but then I had to get up anyway. Naturally, once I was up, I had to check my email, write a Hornblower drabble and do some research.

I saw Le Divorce and 3/4 of The Last Samurai last night. I wasn't too sure about Le Divorce. I don't know what I was expecting, but it wasn't that. I haven't finished the film yet (Angel was on), but I was quite enjoying The Last Samurai - and I don't like Tom Cruise, so that's quite a feat.

I've been in a really odd mood lately. Somewhere between contentment and utter discontent. I'm just going to let itself battle out within the framework of my mind. There's not much I can do about it. Strangely, it has inspired my writing.
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There's more than two sides to every story...

Being intelligent, worldly and cultured has its moments of horror. Like when you realise you're looking at things from an entirely biased point of view but can't help it anyway.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so set in my Politics. I wish I could be more open minded when it comes to differing opinions, different sides. I can't. I know I can't, and yet I argue it out anyway. It's appalling. I know there is absolutely no way I am going to change the other person's mind, they're an individual, they can believe what they want. I still argue, though.

The worst thing perhaps is that I am angry not because I do argue relentlessly but because I am aware of the hypocrisy.
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