May 15th, 2004

Loz Cola

Floating, floating away...

Been listening to george's music this morning. So relaxing. I love Katie and Ty's voices. They're operatically trained.

I need another HDD. I only have 7 GB left... and that's without any of my games installed. 40GB is just not big enough.
  • Current Music
    george - fortunate smile
Loz Cola


Went and did my Nana's house work as usual... the pile of washing up was phenomenal. What is it with people who know they don't have to do it themselves? Suddenly there's an overwhelming compunction to use every piece of cutlery and crockery in the house.

Anyway afterwards we went shopping and I spotted these gloves. They don't have finger tips. I'm going to use them whilst on the computer during the cold cold months, because my hands get cold, but I still need to type. I don't know why but they amuse me so much. Hehe, gloves.
  • Current Mood
    amused amused
Loz Cola

Been thinking on things

I've been wondering how different I would be if I had been popular in High School.

If you can't tell, I was not popular in High School. Most of the others in my grade either ignored me or disliked me, and at various stages in various grades, I didn't have any friends to hang out with whatsoever. At others I had friends, but they were so unlike me, it was more a matter of appearances.

So I've been wondering, I don't really know why, just how different my life would be, just how different I would be, if instead of ignoring or disliking me, my fellow students had noticed and liked me. Or noticed and disliked, as often happens too. Thing is, I didn't like the popular kids, which is probably something they sensed, and became one of the reasons they didn't like me.

I don't think I'd be half the person I am today if I'd been popular in High School. I think my shallow tendencies would have completely taken over, and my ditzy elements have become more prominent. I'd have been sheep like and tried to be someone I'm not.

Why the hell am I even thinking about High School anyway? That was 3 and a half years ago... since I left! Wow, time flies.
  • Current Music
    george - growing with love