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100 Unwritten Fics #012 
10th-Jul-2012 08:32 pm
Loz Purple
In a bid to make this journal something other than all Teen Wolf all the time I return to my posts about unwritten fics... oh, who am I kidding, this is still about Teen Wolf.

So. I kind of have this idea for a porntastic tag to I Intend to Be Independently Blue in which Stiles and Derek are getting freaky up to a point, until Derek says they can't go 'all the way', because he's worried he'll wolf out in the afterglow. There are therefore a lot of scenes of Derek getting Stiles off on various surfaces, in an array of methods, but a lack of conventionally penetrative sex and no orgasms for Derek (at least in the vicinity of Stiles.)

"Stiles, you have to know this can't go any further."

"What? Why? Because you're afraid people will think you're a pedophile? Because, you should know, any learned person would think you're an ephebophile, and really that's not as frowned upo---"

"Because I don't know if I can stop myself from shifting."

"Dude, you think my sexskills are that poor? I know I've never been, or done, or, you know, experienced, but you came to me for research in the first place, so when it comes to people knowing things? You have to know I've been boning up. Pun totally intended."

[action] (Yes. Yes I do still do this, years and years after learning I shouldn't really block out my dialogue first and add action later. I still do. Dialogue will always come first for me.)

"You could be doing everything wrong and I'd still want every inch of you, but I'm thinking afterwards. After, Stiles. I'll be sated. Happy, with a slower heartbeat. What do you think might happen?"

"Oh God. You think you're gonna turn into Angelus, don't you?"

"If this is how you need to word it to make yourself understand, then yes. Yes, I do." [Derek knows he's been spending too much time with Stiles for his sentences to come out sounding more Phineas than Ferb. The very fact he can make that reference is evidence in itself.]

"So what you're telling me is; 'no sex for Stiles'."

"No sex for me, either."

"Pffft, you think I care about that? I emphatically do not."

"Stiles, I never said anything about not being able to get you off. I only said this can't go any further."

"So there will be sex? Just non-penetrative? I am okay with that. If you're fully willing to give yourself the blue balls of doom, then, please, by all means. Do not let me stop you."

"You're far more heartless than I've ever given you credit for being."

"You should be thankful I haven't given you a dog bowl."


"Never mind!" / "All the orgasms for Stiles!"

"Stop talking about yourself in the third person. It's creeping me out."

"It's creeping you out? Stiles Stilinski is creeping out Derek Hale? Wow. I feel like... like the sex version of the soup nazi. No orgasms for you!"

"Has it ever occurred to you that you watch entirely too much TV?"

I don't write sequels, generally. I just don't. The last time I did, only good things happened (Changes), but I... still, sometimes, part of me will wish I left never caught a glimpse alone. I don't know what it is? This weird notion I have of the integrity of a story? It's all bound up in my own neuroses.

I sort of really don't want to mess with a fic that I kind of adore with every fibre of my being. I love that Independently Blue is this weirdly ultra romantic fic that only ends with kissing. I love that it's kind of innocent and naive and adorable. So I don't --- I just don't want to subvert that. Even though part of me so clearly does, because I get dialogue like this, and mental images of nghh and everything. Because, clearly, clearly my brain is all "integrity in fiction, Loz? You deliberately wrote a blatant rip-off of Whedon. And made jokes about it in the story. Where is your integrity there?" I still don't want to write the inevitable porntastic tag, because that's all it would be, that's the only idea I have, and even if it wasn't, I just feel like this story is definitively done. Finished. It's exactly what I want as is and I don't want to fuck with that.

Except, of course, I still sort of do.

Reason(s) for not having written: A combination of "don't fix something that isn't broken" and lack of time (I have a conference, grammar homework and online training to do this week, next week I am back at school, bleugh.)
10th-Jul-2012 11:57 am (UTC)

So... you like Teen Wolf, eh?
10th-Jul-2012 12:45 pm (UTC)
I actually really do? I mean --- it's sometimes a lot better than you think it should be? It's definitely compelling. It has hot boys who are frequently shirtless and a lot of gay text and subtext (canonical gay character Danny, yay! who is also awesome!) Also, Stiles is just *waves hands*. Stiles is flawless (in part because he is, indeed, flawed, but in beautiful ways.)

Edited at 2012-07-10 12:46 pm (UTC)
10th-Jul-2012 12:49 pm (UTC)

I was actually being facetious, as is my wont. *g* You may have mentioned this love a time or two.

"Teen" shows are not for me but I'm glad you're enjoying it.
10th-Jul-2012 12:53 pm (UTC)
Dude, you know I know that, but you gave me an opportunity to talk about it more. You really thought I wouldn't take that chance and run with it?!

I sometimes do find myself feeling too old for this show, but, then, I watch cartoons a lot and I was a Buffy/Angel fan way back, so, yeah. I am once again watching a teen show. And it refreshingly gets a lot right --- such as the aforementioned delightful lack of homophobia, and some really great humour that makes me grin. It doesn't take itself too seriously, which is great.

... Hi, my name's Loz, and I may have a problem...

Edited at 2012-07-10 12:53 pm (UTC)
10th-Jul-2012 01:13 pm (UTC)

I love cartoons, as you well know, and have no intention of giving them up. :D

Buffy is the only teenage show I ever watched (I include when I was a teenager myself) and that ended 9 years ago. Teen angst just isn't my thing and I've always been a vampire fan, rather than a werewolf fan and I didn't ship anyone on the show.

Also, the sex life of people still in high school? Erm... I have three nephews and a niece aged between 14-19 so ick, for me at least.

You appear to be enjoying yourself immensely, so where's the problem?
10th-Jul-2012 01:27 pm (UTC)
I was just riffing on an AA meeting in regards to my current addiction. I don't actually see any problem at all. I am too shameless. I wouldn't class this as a guilty pleasure, for instance, because I just do not give a fuck that I am technically too old. Also, I tend to refuse to feel guilt when I like stuff.

When it comes to the whole teenaged sex life aspect? a) it helps that all of the actors are in their 20s. b) they're depicting characters. There is a lot I am okay with in the fictional world that I wouldn't necessarily condone in the real world, as you know. So no ick for me. Not an entire ick, anyway. A baby ick, in terms of acknowledging it can be icky.
10th-Jul-2012 02:10 pm (UTC)

Nah, this is a definite case of "My ick is not your ick." *g* I don't mean for a minute that I find it icky that anyone else would be interested, it's just icky for me.

As you know, I have a concrete squick for incest fic but it doesn't bother me if it interests anyone else. I do understand the difference between fiction and reality... most of the time. :D
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